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Chapter 302 Chapter 300 "Rin, I'm so sad"

Chapter 302·Three hundred · "Rin, I'm so sad"

Saya tilted her head, as if she couldn't understand the meaning of his words.

The torrential rain wet her long blond hair, and even the delicate hair accessories were tilted aside, and her foreign dress was wetly stuck to her body.

She knelt down and spoke softly.

"Rin." She said, "You know what? When I heard from Larya that you said you were going to kill me, I was really sad, very sad..."

"Saya." Su Ming'an said, "You know what? When I saw you walking up to the rooftop with Naluo from here, I was also really disappointed, very disappointed."

"Disappointed?" Saya's voice trembled: "Disappointed that I'm a soul race—is it because of this fact that you feel disappointed? Disappointed with my identity?"

"You shouldn't be a soul clan."

"Yes, I shouldn't be." Saya's face was full of rain: "I am obviously just an ordinary human... But from the day I was successfully transformed, I knew that if Grandpa Warun was not controlled in time, I would be killed in time." Control the soul hunting on the ship. What awaits me is the most desperate ending."

She lowered her head, her hair sticking to her face: "...I can't sit still, I can't wait to be tested, I can't...can't be dominated by hunger. Rin... Su Rin! I don't want to be killed, I You can only take the initiative... This is the survival rule of the soul clan. Do you understand Su Rin? As an ordinary human being, as an existence with the happiest status, as a human being who doesn't have to worry about being discovered at all... you Can you understand the feeling of living in the cracks?"

On her body, the turbulent emotions mixed with the sea breeze, and fell to the ground along with the cold raindrops.

Su Mingan looked at her without speaking.

This dignified and cheerful eldest lady when we first met, this girl with beautiful and bright hair like sunshine, now with disheveled hair and red eyes in the rainstorm, roared at him like a madman.

"—Rin. Do you know that feeling? On weekdays, I would really think that I am a human being, but at night, when I suddenly feel hungry, I will suddenly realize that I have turned into a different person from before. A completely different monster..." She raised her hands, her fingertips stretched out with bloody red nails, and her eyes were extremely desperate: "I have no choice...I have no choice! I can only attack my dear grandpa, I can only let He has become my most loyal guard, I can only... find a chance to get on this Yate, and want to claim a living space of my own..."

As she spoke, her hand suddenly slapped heavily on the ground.

"Oh!"

A loud bang.

It looked extremely delicate, like the hand of a young lady who had never been touched by spring water, and the ground suddenly sunken with a slap.

"You, did you see? Rin." Saya stared at him: "I have become a monster, and there is no way to turn back. I can only, I can only..."

As she spoke, her fingernails began to rub against the ground unconsciously, repeating mechanical movements like self-mutilation, and blood gradually came out from her fingertips.

The nails shattered, blood overflowed, and then the wound began to heal again, and the nails grew again... She kept rubbing against the ground as if she was not afraid of pain, broke her nails, and watched them grow back slowly.

"Does Valen know that he has been transformed into a soul race?" Su Mingan suddenly spoke in a moment of silence.

Saya raised her head abruptly, staring at him with blood red eyes: "...I don't know."

She said softly: "This is also the reason for my despair... I don't even know that I am a soul race, only in this, this damn time... when I start to be hungry, I can't help it, I will Suddenly realizing my damned identity, it seems like a disaster is approaching..."

"Saya, believe me, it's not the worst time yet." Su Mingan looked at her: "Since you are not born to be a soul clan, then this kind of transformation definitely has its flaws. I have never heard of it before, the soul clan It can also be transformed from human beings, indicating that its technology must be immature, otherwise the Art Empire would have long been reduced to a paradise for the soul race."

Listening to his words, Saya was slightly taken aback.

"Saya, who is the person who transformed you?" Su Mingan said, "As long as we find him, we will definitely find a way to restore you to normal."

Saya stared at him.

Her blood-red eyes were silently watching him, mixed with extremely complicated emotions.

"You said you were going to kill me just now." She said softly.

"You are not the perpetrator, but the victim." Su Mingan said, "You are not born with a soul, but a normal human being transformed by someone. You should be the one who is saved, not the one who is hated. I suddenly realized that Got to this point."

"...Aren't you disappointed?"

"Not disappointed."

"...you don't hate me?"

"Do not."

The water in Saya's eyes flickered.

She said, "I...actually, I can't remember."

Su Mingan was slightly taken aback.

"Some of my memories will only be awakened when I encounter a certain situation." She said softly: "It seems that only when I am hungry, I will find out that I am a soul race. The memory of doing evil with my family identity... And when I return to normal, I really think I am just an ordinary human being... The memory related to that transformer is the same, I will only think of him when I see him again who is it……"

"But I remember..." She paused, and then said: "He has... a head of jet black hair, and a pair of dark blood-colored eyes that are different from ordinary soul race. He asked me to meet at the manor, and suddenly said to me Start, transform me... let me change from a human to this hateful appearance..."

Black hair, deep red eyes.

Su Mingan thought about it carefully, but he didn't think of anyone related to this feature.

While he was thinking, Saya suddenly turned around and dragged Naraku who was beside her.

"Rin, look, this is Miss Naraku." She pulled Naraku's hair and lifted her up, and Naraku showed a painful expression.

Su Ming'an's expression did not change.

"I am in human form, so stupid." Saya said: "...how did I propose to let Rin marry her. Obviously, I can gather all the wealth of everyone on us, and there is no need for marriage at all This kind of stupid approach... the human form of me is too cute and too real... so innocent that it makes my heart ache..."

Naraku's body was covered in blood at this time.She seemed to want to struggle, but the strength of the soul clan was far greater than her, Saya just punched her, and she bent over in pain, unable to struggle for a moment.

"Saya." Su Mingan said, "Don't let the desire of the soul race dominate you, remember what you just said."

He remembered that Saya clearly said just now that she hated her identity as a soul clan and wished she could just be a happy ordinary human being.

But now, she who is holding the Naraku and her eyes are more red, said that she hates her in human form.

… Desire and power change a man's mind.

This transformation, naturally, acts on all aspects of people, making it difficult for people to notice.

Listening to Su Mingan's words, Saya's eyes paused for a moment.

She let go of her hand suddenly, took a few steps back, and stared at her own hand in horror, as if she wanted to cut it off.

"I, why...why do I have such thoughts..." Her lips trembled, and tears were about to fall from her eyes.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Miss Naraku, I'm very sorry, I..."

She kept apologizing, and stepped forward, trying to help Naluo who fell to the ground.

At this time, her behavior was very much like that of a dignified young lady, very much like Su Mingan's first time seeing her.

...If you ignore the red light in her eyes and the large bloodstains on her body.

Su Mingan watched this absurd scene silently, as if watching a farce unfolding before his eyes.

"Miss Naluo, I'm very sorry, I, I'll pull you up..."

Saya stretched out her hand, as if she really wanted to help the girl who fell on the ground.

But the next moment, a deeper red light covered her eyes again.

Her footsteps stopped, and she hugged herself suddenly, trembling all over.

It was as if two thoughts were struggling repeatedly in her body, the torrential rain was dripping down her hair, and the water grass was sticking to her body, and she was extremely still for a moment, like a stake planted in the ground.

After a deathly silence, she suddenly raised her head.

"Rin." She said, with silence in her voice: "You will understand me."

Su Mingan looked at her.

"I have no choice. If I don't want to be hunted by the soul, I can only take the initiative." She said: "Rin, death is a very painful thing. Even if it is for stability or righteousness, I will not take the initiative to go Die, face it... I just want to live, just want to live..."

"If Grandpa Warren hadn't died, I wouldn't have been so emotional that I remembered my identity as a soul clan." She said, "The Yate... wouldn't have become like this, everything shouldn't be Such……"

"Yes, it shouldn't be like this, Yate... Yate, it is the hope of the empire." She was silent for a moment, and then said suddenly: "During the long voyage, it will definitely reach the other shore smoothly... it is It will bring future glory to Yate..."

"No one will have trouble, and no one will die... It is impossible for the hateful soul race to get on the giant ship, and we will all be extremely safe..."

As she spoke, she smiled at him as if she had fallen into a self-hypnotic illusion.

Blazing lightning flashed in the air behind her, completely illuminating the thick dark clouds like a flame.White light sprinkled on her cheeks, and the water in her eyes was clearly visible.

"【Rin, you don't have to worry.】"

"[Yate is hailed by the Yate Empire as a pearl that will never fall. It is the hope of the empire to conquer the sea. It is impossible for it to be overturned by a small storm...]"

she said softly.

"..." Su Ming quietly watched her speak words that seemed familiar, watched the scarf on her shoulders fluttering up and down in the sea breeze, and watched her speak words that were still in a dream.

He saw her get up in the wind and rain, the rain on her hair.

...Looking at her suddenly burst into tears.

She was so excited that she asked him to dance in the lower cabin at night, wearing a commoner dress, and her movements were as swift as a free bird.

But now, the girl just opened her blood-red eyes and looked at him in the rainstorm.

Complicated emotions struggled and flowed in her eyes, she laughed and cried for a while, like a madman with a mental disorder.

Suddenly, her expression froze, and the red light in her eyes finally overwhelmed Qing Guang.

She approached him, her face close to his neck: "You can understand me, Rin."

Su Mingan: "..."

"Rin, you are very strong...you suddenly became very strong. Although I don't know when Rin became so powerful, but I am really happy, very happy..."

"Finally, Rin's family doesn't have to worry about its decline. Such a powerful Rin will definitely help the family revitalize, and Rin doesn't have to marry that unruly woman..."

"Of course, Rin, such a powerful Rin... can definitely help me..."

She spoke softly, her voice getting lower and lower:

"Just help me this once, okay? Grandpa Warren is dead, and my identity can no longer be concealed. If I don't devour the souls of powerful humans, I will easily fall into hunger again..."

"Rin, you definitely don't want to see me die..."

As she spoke, she paused beside him for a moment, then suddenly began to sob again:

"But, but I'm so sad, so sad...why am I so sad..."

Su Mingan moved his fingers.

The effects of the anesthesia were gradually wearing off, and his vision began to gradually clear.

He saw Saya stand up suddenly.

It was as if two emotions were fighting in her eyes, and crazily spread and grew in her eyes. She pressed her hand with long nails like self-mutilation, pulling blood out of her arm.

She cried and said, "I don't want to kill you, I don't want to kill you at all..."

The sharp teeth were grinding and grinding on her lips, and she seemed to be about to move, but she bit her lip forcibly and covered it up.

Bloodshot appeared on the corner of her lips, and she suddenly looked at him, the brilliance in her eyes had never been so bright as it is now.

After a moment of stillness, she suddenly spoke in a soft voice, panting and fast:

"cold."

"Kill me. Quick."

When saying these words, Saya has never felt such a light burden on herself.

Su Mingan stared at this scene silently, then moved his hands.

The effect of the anesthetic still existed, so that he couldn't release a spatial vibration.

In this brief silence, the reason in Saya's eyes completely disappeared.

She opened her red eyes, and when she walked over, the tears in the corners of her eyes slid down due to inertia.

She reached out and grabbed his shoulder. Su Mingan frowned slightly, and a pain came from his neck.

"Shh!"

The girl's expression froze at this second.

Like a thin piece of broken porcelain, the light in her eyes shattered, as if she had suddenly been saved.

Clone Ming stood behind her, and the sword pierced through her heart.

At this moment, she pushed him away and raised her jaw slightly.

"So it's you..." She stared into his eyes and suddenly said something nonsensical.

Suddenly, she laughed.

The rain fell into her eyes, and her smile contained a bit of despair and relief.

"Rin." She said softly, "...I'm so sad."

The next moment, her words stopped abruptly.

Like a flooded minaret, she fell in blood, her golden hair falling silent like a water snake.

Ming retracted his sword, walked over, and glanced at the two people who were lying on the ground.

"She bit you?" Ming said, "Sorry, I'm still late."

"It's okay, I shouldn't be transformed so easily..." Su Mingan moved his body, feeling that the effect of the medicine was fading.

He got up slowly, went to help the unconscious Naluo, and checked her injury.

Suddenly, through a layer of torrential rain, he saw the astonished look on Pian Ming's face.

"Wait, you, your eyes..." Ming was surprised.

Su Mingan was stunned.

"What's wrong with my eyes?" He touched the corners of his eyes and didn't think there was anything wrong.

"You...you can see for yourself." Ming seemed to be hesitant.

Su Mingan quickly called up the system mirror.

On the mirror, a young man with sticky black hair, with rain on his head, was staring at him, looking a bit embarrassed.

Splashes of blood stained his cheeks, and water splashed across his face.

In his eyes, there was a layer of dark and deep red blood, like a red and cold tide that gradually melted away.

He stared at the mirror for a moment, and suddenly remembered what Saya had just said.

……

【The person who transformed me...】

【He has...a pitch-black hair. 】

[A pair of dark, blood-colored eyes that are different from ordinary souls. 】

……

【cold. 】

【...I'm so sad. 】

(End of this chapter)